A Review of 2007 and Resolutions for 2008

my 2007 started not badly, but it picked up the pace in the middle of the year. that's when i had the most incredible experience of travelling, but despite my excitement over Stonehenge or La Tour Eiffel, i thought of home and missed it more.

come ramadhan, my world fell apart when my mother was diagnosed with cancer. i wanted a perfect picture, wanted my mother to be strong, as she's always been. her sickness devastated me, because my idea of stability just shattered. it's like a giant snowball that increases its size with every roll down the hill - it gets worse and worse.... juggling with my exam marking, coping with family problems and to be there for my mother. and as if it wasnt enough that my life turned outside down, some men broke into my house, and they're not drug addicts - but professionals using ilmu. again, i'm exposed to more vulnerability, and there are times when i feel like giving up, because i dont think i can face a worse situation than this.

i want to be happy. that's my wish. i have so many worries and tears in my life, that just for once, i want happiness.